Thursday, April 6, 2017

Throwback Titles (1): The Quillan Games, or, The One Where Pre-Hunger Games + Clowns = Eesh

The Quillan Games by D.J. Machale
Pages: 486
Publisher: Simon & Schuster
Release Date: May 16th, 2006
Cover Comments: Pretty straightforward cover. Nothing to write home about, but it does reflect the plot, and how Bobby has grown a lot and really needs a haircut.
First Lines: "I like to play games."
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LET THE GAMES BEGIN...

Quillan is a territory on the verge of destruction. The people have lost control of their own future and must struggle simply to survive. The only chance they have of finding a better life is by playing the Quillan Games. Hosted by a strange pair of game masters, Veego and LaBerge, the games are a mix of sport and combat. They use the people of Quillan as pawns for their amusement as they force them to enter competitions that range from physical battles, to impossible obstacle courses, to computer-driven tests of agility. To triumph in the games is to live the life of a king. To lose is to die.

This is the dangerous and deadly situation Bobby Pendragon finds on Quillan. He quickly realizes that the only way to save this troubled territory is to beat Veego and LaBerge at their own games and dismantle their horrible fun house. But there is more at stake for Bobby. The prize for winning the Quillan Games may be discovering the truth of what it really means a Traveler.





Throwback titles are books that I've been meaning to read for a very, very long time, but have just now gotten around to it. In other words, it's that book you picked up in middle school that may have been a little bit above your reading level, and also happened to have 14 sequels. And what do you, a rational adult do now that you've realized that you stopped a mere five books from finishing the series? Continue, of course.

That's most of my stories, but I consider a throwback title to be any book 5 or more years old. Let's clear these babies out of to-be-reads and remind people of their favorite 2005 novel! I'll be posting a throwback title every Thursday (naturally). Please join in the fun by adding to the linky below and adding my graphic (or one of yours, as long as it links back here) above to your post!



The Quillan Games: Throwing it Back to 2006

"There are two types of people in this world. People who hate clowns...and clowns."

^ I identify very strongly with this quote.

Also, let's just get it out of the way right now that I've been pronouncing the title of this book "The Killin Games" and it's given me a lot more giggles than it probably should.

This is the 7th book in D.J. Machale's Pendragon series, which revolves around Bobby Pendragon, the Traveler from Second Earth (there are three Earths cause we're just the most important territory obviously). Bobby has spent the last three years or so traveling through the ten territories of Halla, which comprise all of time and space. The big bad in this series is Saint Dane, a demon traveler who wants to bring all of Halla into chaos so he can rule over it himself. But don't worry, he's doing it all for the best.
I remember beginning this series when I was around 13 - we were on a vacation to Disneyworld and all I really wanted to do was sit on the patio and read The Merchant of Death. What a dork. Now, 10 years later, on a beautiful weekend, all I wanted to do was finish The Quillan Games (heh. Killin). What's really obvious to me, reading this after The Hunger Games was published, is the striking similarities between the two. This book was published in 2006, while The Hunger Games came out in 2008, but it's a bit uncanny how many ties there are between the two.

On this territory, Quillan, a huge corporation owns pretty much everything and everyone, and forces people to compete in games in order to survive or have enough food to eat. The games are publicized, and the only source of entertainment for the people. Of course, their darker purpose is to keep the people under control and distracted. Bobby is a challenger in the games, and rebels from the territory want him to be a symbol of hope for the rebellion, even calling him "a tribute" to the people of Quillan. "We want a symbol. A spark. It doesn't have to be huge, but it must be stirring." So, yeah. D.J. Machale did it first, y'all.

I found this installation in the Pendragon series pretty thrilling and intriguing, but I do think a good 100 pages could have been cut out, and none would have been worse for the wear. The books are all written in the form of a journal from Bobby to his friends back home on Second Earth, which means lots of recap and introspection opportunities, and the author makes heavy usage of these. MacHale does great with the action scenes, but his writing tends to be a bit choppy, i.e. "At least I thought it was a wall. It sure felt like one. It was hard. It was flat. It stretched out on either side of me. You know... wall." When the action is going, you don't notice the choppiness as much, but it's really evident with the amount of downtime in this book.

Saint Dane is always a great villain, and I think it's because of his persuasive powers. He really has a way of making Bobby and the other travelers question their purpose and what the "right thing" is to do. He reminds me of an intellectual, but evil genius - the things he says make complete sense, but when you actually look a little deeper, it's just fancy words on top of violence and greed. There's a pretty big betrayal in this book on account of Saint Dane's power to manipulate.

I do wish that there had been more secrets revealed about the nature of the travelers themselves in this book. It was hinted and teased at, but no new information really appeared, which is a shame. I've been wanting to know what happened with Bobby's family since the first book, but we're still no closer to discovering the dealio. This book does a great job at setting up for the next one though, and there are some great storylines I can see forming up ahead. I may have started this series 10 years ago, but I won't be taking that long to finish them. They're thrilling, action-packed, and are finally beginning to mature enough to where I don't feel embarrassed reading them in the privacy of my home.

4/5

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Cover Love (2): The Dazzling Heights


Cover Love is a bookish meme that I'm starting every Wednesday in which we select our favorite cover reveals!

This week, I have to go with The Dazzling Heights by Katie McGee:



Isn't that just gorgeous?! I haven't started this series yet, but the covers are A+++

Join below if you'd like to showcase your cover reveal!


Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Top Ten Tuesdays: Fangirling with Fandoms

Top Ten Tuesdays is a bookish meme hosted by The Broke & the Bookish! There's a prompt every week, and you respond with 10 things, or 2 or 5 or 15. Me being me, I will never not do exactly ten. *straightens laptop on table*

This week, the prompt is fandoms. And boy, do I have a list for you. 
In no particular order: the fandoms of which I claim membership:


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I literally squeal when I talk about Buffy. Hands down my favorite tv series ever. I love it so much that I've continued the series in comic book form, which is not really my style, but I'll do it for Buffy! The kick-ass main heroine, the hilarious sidekicks, the fast-paced plot, the episode where everyone sings! I can't say enough good things about the Buffyverse.

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If you are alive today and don't like Harry Potter, I immediately don't trust you. I understand that there are poor ignorant souls who have not yet learned the glory of being a Potterhead, but I don't understand how you can not like it. Friendship, magic, laughter, British people: it's got all my favorite things, and this series literally grew up with me. It'll always be my favorite series. After all this time? Always. *bursts into tears*

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Lord of the Rings was my first foray into epic fantasy, and I've never looked back. This fandom is definitely one of the most rich and layered. I mean, you can learn new languages in this fandom. I'm not that deep in, but I have aspirations.

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Before I even knew that John Green had the ability to rip out my heart with a single penstroke, I was a nerdfighter. For those of you who don't know (what have you been doing off of Youtube???), John and his brother Hank started a vlog channel many moons ago called vlogbrothers. They've now expanded into teaching history, science, art, and most other things you can think of through their youtube platform, but I love the old days when I could watch Hank try to give Peeps out on the street or watch John rant about literally anything until his hair stands up. DFTBA.

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I feel like Gilmore Girls is less of a fandom and more of a lifestyle. I wanted to become Rory Gilmore, in every way. I cut my hair when I went to college like she did and tried to do the whole collegiate sweater skirt thing (didn't really work out tbh) that she was rocking in season four. I cried when Lorelai sang "I Will Always Love You" to Luke, and I had a conniption fit at the ending, and basically throughout all of the new episodes because nothing will ever compare to the original magic this show was. This show made me feel like it was okay, even cool, to like books more than people (sometimes... okay most of the time) and showed me that even strong, beautiful women like the Gilmore girls make mistakes. Also, Jess is so hawt.

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This is the newest fandom I've joined, but I'm already in pretty deep. I've been sending fully armed battalions to show my love, so there's that. I have yet to actually see this musical, only listen to it, but it's one of the best I've ever heard. I love history, singing, and now I love historical rapping. Awesome, wow.

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Disney is sort of the fandom that holds most of my fandoms - I love all the princess movies with a passion, plus the newer offerings like Finding Nemo, The Emporer's New Groove, Moana, Up, and hey, even Star Wars now! *dodges rotten fruit from true Star Wars fans* Disney never fails to make me feel magical. And those musicals are just groovin!




I'm pretty late to the game with this one, but I'm on season 5 of Friends, and I can't believe I've waited so long to watch it! It makes me laugh, cry, and roll my eyes, and makes me feel like being and ordinary 20-something person isn't bad. In fact, it might be the best thing ever. SO NO ONE TOLD YOU LIFE WAS GONNA BE THIS WAY BUH BUH BUH BUH

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My first foray into dystopia! The Hunger Games is still the only series after Harry Potter to succeed in sucking me in so deeply and quickly. I love this series with a passion, and the movies are pretty cool too, when you don't compare directly with the awesomeness of the books. 

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This is the tv series that just won't die, but I love it! The combination of mystery, thrills, and cute outfits is so up my alley it's insane. I love the books too, and they're a different plot, so it's like being able to watch your favorite movie again with alternate ending! Like 16 times cause that series is hella long but still!



If by fandom you mean constantly quoting something and being reminded of how this movie relates to your life so much on the daily (even though it doesn't remotely), then this is the ultimate fandom. Also, I love the Harry Potter crossover memes lolol:
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If puppies are a fandom, then them too.

Monday, April 3, 2017

Frostblood by Elly Blake, or, The One with Cold, Hot Men

Frostblood by Elly Blake
Pages: 376
Publisher: Little, Brown
Publication Date: January 10th, 2017
Cover Comments: I love love love this cover. It perfectly reflects the story within, it's got great font, and the shiny ice-like iridescence is beautiful.
First Lines: "I offered my hand to the fire."



The frost king will burn.

Seventeen-year-old Ruby is a Fireblood who has concealed her powers of heat and flame from the cruel Frostblood ruling class her entire life. But when her mother is killed trying to protect her, and rebel Frostbloods demand her help to overthrow their bloodthirsty king, she agrees to come out of hiding, desperate to have her revenge.

Despite her unpredictable abilities, Ruby trains with the rebels and the infuriating—yet irresistible—Arcus, who seems to think of her as nothing more than a weapon. But before they can take action, Ruby is captured and forced to compete in the king’s tournaments that pit Fireblood prisoners against Frostblood champions. Now she has only one chance to destroy the maniacal ruler who has taken everything from her—and from the icy young man she has come to love.

 Review
"Face them all like a warrior, whether you are one or not."

I really don't know where I land on Frostblood. This was a novel with a really promising beginning, a lackluster middle section, and a fascinating and exciting end. The romantic relationship in the novel has a lot of great potential that sort of went unfulfilled, but the worldbuilding and mythology were entrancing, and there were some wonderful side characters. Let us begin a list, because I <3 lists.

1. Pacing. 

Pacing has been all off in all the novels I've read recently. I don't know if I'm being too picky, or my interest is harder to hold than it used to be, but disclaimer: this has been a problem with me as of late, so Frostblood might not bother you in that way as it did me. When I began this book, I was enthralled. The beginning set up a great journey for Ruby (haha, ruby like red like fire -_-), and I was looking forward to some cool training scenes, tension building between Ruby and the hot (but cold) Frostblood Arcus, and general Yoda type philosophies from the brothers at the abbey Ruby takes shelter in. Instead, I got a lot of whining from Ruby about not being able to control her powers, awkward and cold scenes between Ruby and Arcus, and, well actually I did get some nice Yoda stuff from Brother Thistle and co., so that was nice. After the slow middle though, a scenery change made the book pick up speed x100 for me, and I was enthralled from then until the end.

2. Instalove. 

As I hinted at above, I wasn't terribly impressed by the romance in Frostblood. It had the great love/hate dynamic going on in the beginning, but there was never really anything that changed that dynamic. It was like Beauty falling in love with the Beast without the middle part, the "Something There" number. Ruby hated Arcus and then all of a sudden decides she likes him, despite nothing having changed whatsoever to deepen their relationship. There was something there that wasn't there before, but we the reader get left out of whatever that something is. I was actually more into another, darker, romance that occurred near the end than with Arcus and Ruby, surprisingly.

3. Monks. 

I'm not sure what it is about abbeys and convents and the like, but I love this setting! Maybe it was all the Redwall I read when I was younger. It's so serene and full of kindness and wisdom (certain characters excepting), and I feel like they make really good bread and cheese and maybe burst into song and dance sometimes.

4. Good or Evil?

Another reason that I love the end and will probably read the rest of the series, is that there was a great plot shift where you don't really know who the villain is, and who the hero is. It's a very complex, philosophical type of thing, and not black and white at all. I loved that, and it's set up intriguing possibilities for the rest of the series.

Verdict: I enjoyed Frostblood for the most part, especially the very beginning and end. The middle was a bit slow for me, and I'm not a huge fan of the romance, but the monks and fire made up for it in the end.

4/5


It's Monday! What Are You Reading? (1)


It's Monday! What Are You Reading? is hosted at The Book Date and is a way to share what we've read in the past week, what we're currently reading, and what's next!

Read:
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I just finished Tender Morsels after a long long time waiting (I've probably had it since 2009), and it seemed to take forever to finish. I did enjoy it for the most part, but the middle part was entirely too slow, with too many man-bears. Such beautiful writing though. 3/5, review to come.
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I was super into this book at the beginning, my interest waned near the middle, and then it picked right back up again at the end. I look forward to the sequel. Plus, what a pretty book! 4/5

Current:
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I've been waiting to continue this series for forever, and I'm loving it so far! The mixture of fantasy and historical fiction is just perfect.

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That cover!!! I've heard some really lackluster reviews on this one, but I'm loving it so far. It's unique and atmospheric, and FRANCE <3

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This is a re-read. It's been way too long since I've done a read-through of LOTR.

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So cute so far! And I love the boots on the cover.

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I got this from Netgalley; I love Ann Brashares and I'm really enjoying the story so far.

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I'm getting close to finishing the Pendragon series legit 10 years after starting it!!!

Next:
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In keeping with the LOTR theme.

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SO excited!! I've heard nothing but good things.

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I just can't get enough.

Have an amazing week everyone!

Self-Love Sunday (1): All Hail Queen Brené


As much as I love reading books for pleasure, I think reading books for self-development can be even more rewarding in some ways. On Self-Love Sundays, I'll be sharing the self-improvement or self-care book I'm reading this month, and doing a reflection of sorts on what I'm taking away from the book. If you'd like to join me in reading & reflecting, please link up below!


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This month, Queen Brené reigns. You may have heard of Brené Brown. She's been featured on the Oprah channel, Ted talks, and is a bestselling author and respected sociologist. I picked up The Gifts of Imperfection: Your Guide to a Wholehearted Life, from an unlikely source this summer. The job I was working at included a weekly book club of sorts where we read Brené and reflected on her nuggets of wisdom. As it was required at the time, I didn't read as carefully as I could have, so I'm re-reading this and attempting to apply Brené's advice to my life more wholeheartedly. 


Introduction & Courage, Compassion, and Connection
Brené begins the book with an introduction on how she upon the idea of wholehearted living. A perfectionist for most of her life, Brené thought that she had it together. A successful career, loving family, and an organized life all gave the semblance of a perfect life. However, in the event Brené calls the 2007 Breakdown Spiritual Awakening. After studying those people Brené deemed "wholehearted," she realized something: all the qualities she was putting in the column for things these people didn't do, were her own traits, and vice versa. This lead to years of soul searching and more research, and resulted in this wonderful book. 

Brené opens up her "Courage, Compassion and Connection" chapter with a shame story. We all have them: a time when we were so embarrassed, so disappointed in the way we've acted, that we want to curl up into a ball and hide from the event forever. Brené recommends the opposite: share your shame. "Shame loves secrecy," she explains. "The most dangerous thing to do after a shaming experience is hide or bury our story. When we bury our story, the shame metastasizes." (10) I don't know about y'all, but that's always been my first instinct. Slack off at work? Hide it. Fail a test? No one needs to know. But exposing ourselves in these moments to people we love gives us a safe place to share our shame, and takes that weight off our chests. After talking to her sister about her shame event, Brené feels "totally exposed and completely loved and accepted at the same time." (11) Not only does that feeling of acceptance after a shame event remind us that we are redeemable and allowed to make mistakes, it strengthens relationships when the other person realizes that we trust them with our most embarrassing moments.

These thoughts bring us to one of the topics of this chapter: courage. I read a lot of YA. I think of courage as those strong main characters who are fighting demons, vampires, and dragons, and equate that with courage. However, Brené says of courage: "Heroics is often about putting our life on the line. Ordinary courage is about putting our vulnerability on the line. In today's world, that's pretty extraordinary." (13) In other words, we don't need to battle dragons or bad guys to have courage. Rather than armoring ourselves up and thinking that means we're strong, vulnerability exposes us, allowing us to live life fully.

Vulnerability is necessary to living a wholehearted life because not feeling emotions fully only numbs happier times. Brené says, "It's only been in the last few years that I've learned that playing down the exciting stuff doesn't take the pain away when it doesn't happen. It does, however, minimize the joy when it does happen. It also creates a lost of isolation. Once you've diminished the importance of something, your friends are not likely to call and say, 'I'm sorry that didn't work out I know you were excited about it.'" I feel this point so strongly and it's one of the things that I'm really working on this month to change in my behavior. I've done this for so long, it's become an ingrained habit. When working on assignments in high school and college, I never put my full effort into anything, in case I didn't get the grade I wanted on it. If I did it halfheartedly and got a B, I could say I didn't try my best. But if I pour my heart and soul into something and then have it rejected? That would be crushing. On the other side, what could I have done with those years if I had given my all to everything? How much full joy would I have gained? This also goes for relationships. When I broke up with my last boyfriend, I played it off to my friends that I was relieved (I was, mostly), and that I was really over it. Without giving myself the space and vulnerability to grieve, I cut myself off from my main support system by telling them it wasn't that important - it was a bad relationship, and I shouldn't have these feelings about it. After suppressing those emotions for month, they all came out, and I was alone. 

The next element of this chapter is compassion, which literally means "to suffer with". When put this way, we can see that compassion can actually hurt. That's why our first response is often to self-protect - to go into "judgement mode" or "fix-it mode" (16). "Compassion is not a relationship between the healer and the wounded. It's a relationship between equals... Compassion becomes real when we recognize our shared humanity." (16) To truly be compassionate, we can't stand above the hurting person and advise them on how to move forward, or offer to fix the problem for them. We have to relate to them in their darkness and acknowledge the common connection between your pain and theirs. I have a hard time being empathetic, and I have a tendency to become frustrated with people who are going through things. Often, I don't understand why they can't get out of this funk or situation or judge them for getting into it in the first place. I'm working on finding that common ground, rather than going into either of those modes.

The last element of the chapter, connection, is described by Brené as "the energy that exists between people when they feel seen, heard, and valued; when they can give and receive without judgement; and when they derive sustenance and strength from the relationship." (19) We biologically have an innate need for connection. It affects the way our brain functions, develops, and views the world. Raised in an individualistic society as an introvert, I've never been one to rely on people much. My home life as a younger child was very unstable, and I occupied myself much of the time, without many playmates. When I began a homeschool program in 5th grade, I had even more time with only me, myself, and I. I've always considered myself very independent. Brené wants us to let go of the "myth of self-sufficiency. One of the greatest barriers to connection is the cultural importance we place on 'going it alone'. Somehow we've come to equate success with not needing anyone. Many of us are willing to extend a helping hand, but we're very reluctant to reach out for help when we need it ourselves. It's as if we've divided the world into 'those who offer help' and 'those who need help'." (20) I've always subconsciously counted myself in that first category. I didn't realize that by putting a judgement on myself when I have to ask for help, I'm also judging all those I help myself. "Until we can receive with an open heart, we are never really giving with an open heart. When we attach judgement to receiving help, we knowingly or unknowingly attach judgement to giving help." (20-21). This week, I'm working on not judging myself when I need help, and in turn, not judging others when they need my help as well. 

Goals this week:
  1. Don't bury shame
  2. Lean into vulnearbility
  3. Recieve and give help with no judgement on yourself or others


Sunday, April 2, 2017

7 Things I Love About Laini Taylor


Hi everyone! I just got back from Parnassus Bookstore in Nashville, where I had the joy of attending a Q&A and book signing with Sharon Cameron, author of The Forgetting, and Laini Taylor, goddess of all, and writer of the Daughter of Smoke and Bone series, and more recently, Strange the Dreamer!!
I know you all have probably heard as much about these two as I have, but there's a link to the Goodreads page on both of those above if you don't know why I'm fangirling.

Parnassus is an independent bookstore in the Green Hills neighborhood of Nashville, one of my fave cities. It's a really cute bookstore, with a tiny little doorway modeled after the Parthenon (there's one in Nashville too, who knows why) leading to a kids area with little star lights high above. They are fabulous about having author events, and I'm so happy I made it to this one!

Laini and Sharon were delightful speakers, so I thought I'd share some highlights from their conversation with the audience and each other.

Tidbit #1: Although her writing seems effortless, Laini struggles a lot with the actual act of it. She says of writing, most days: "It's like driving with the brakes on: you can do it, but it's uncomfortable and bad for the car." 
Tidbit #2: Laini mentioned a trend in books she's read lately in which evil villains have to get more and more evil to outdo previous evil incarnations. "Evil has totally jumped the shark," according to Laini (guys, she is honestly hilarious), and so in Strange the Dreamer, she doesn't really see any protagonist as being a "villain". 
Yzma is my favorite kind of villain, tbh. Not the spinach puffs!!
Tidbit #3: As a kid and teenager, Laini always knew she wanted to be a writer, but didnt' actually write that much. She was a self-confessed "pretentious teen" and began reading only literature in that time. I really related to this, as a 23 year old YA fanatic. Sometimes I feel like I should be reading more Vonnegut or Hemingway and less Cabot or Maas. Honestly though, I think the most important part of reading is that you enjoy it, and while I do enjoy the occasional Pulitzer, YA really has my heart. Anyhoo, Laini went on to say that while reading and attempting to write literature she realized that she had had a happy childhood and didn't have anything to write about (lolz). So, when writing got too hard, Laini went for "the greatest backup plan ever", art school. 


Tidbit #4: Looking back on her earlier writing days, Laini recalled a vision that the mailman took all her manuscripts that she sent out to publishers and put them directly into a rocket, which fired them into space. I think the mailman did that with my job applications too, so I feel you Laini.
Tidbit #5: Sharon Cameron responded to a question about writing process with two categories: planners and pantzers. Planners are those (fictional probably) writers who make up a schedule, plan out the plot, and then begin writing. Pantzers fly by the seat of their pants. Sharon calls herself a "plantzer" (my new favorite word), meaning she makes a plan but then abandons it and goes her own way.
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Tidbit #6: In response to a question about difference between writing YA and adult fiction, Laini admitted that she has the heart and soul of a 17 year old eternally, which is why she is drawn to YA. Sharon continued the conversation, saying that, aside from making sure things don't get too hot (wink wink), she doesn't consider audience much in writing novels. This was a relief to hear after recent YA authors talking down to their audiences, and critics saying that YA readers are less discerning than adult ones. k bye haters.
Tidbit #7: Laini mentioned her upcoming novels, for those interested! Right now, she's working on the sequel to Strange the Dreamer. After that, she's planning on an adult novel (20 somethings) about writers, then an historical science fiction novel. After that, things are less clear, but she did mention the possibility of another novel in the Daughter of Smoke and Bone universe (!!!!), and a novel about ballerinas in space. She also talked about a continuation of her Dreamdark series, which was originally slated to have 5-6 books, but, as she described it, her publishing house lost its main boss man, and the new guy came in and, like a new alpha baboon, came in and killed all the babies. Laini is the BEST at analogies.

I had a great time, and got some lovely bookish swag and photos, and an autographed book. 10/10 would recommend going to see Laini and Sharon if they swing into your town!




Also, in case the inspiration for the title on this post wasn't obvious:
*Sha*